Berney
wrote this at 12:28 AM"N" level is just around the corner, the nervous feeling still did not struck my head yet. I'm lost i think. I want to work hard, but my flesh and soul is reluctant to do so. I can't just drop everything and focus. I just can't. Alright, i got another plan for my life. First, complete o level then get a diploma and serve NS. After that, i want to study at Australia and get a degree. After that, it is the real time for work and so on. Some might think that I'm stupid to think so far, however the hard work will be paid off handsomely. Now, i shall aim hard already. Current goal, i gonna pass my "n" level with 5 points and below. Time is really tight now, i gonna use every single second wisely.
Today lesson was quite fine for me. The only thing that I'm fed up with is elango, he picks on me and seem to have prejudice against me. Simply, i hate his guts to the core!!! Only 2 idiot witnessed that scene, so i wouldn't want to elaborate more on it. Thinking of him, just erupted my fiery!!! How i wish i could scold him "F_ _K" and walk off. School rules is still there, once i enter the school with its uniform, i should not try anything funny. So just bear with it!!!
