Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Well today is my birthday, its happy to have people wishing you happy birthday early morning. Today is also prelim exam for English. My first paper wasn't quite bad i think. During recess, i was totally fucked up. I got beaten up, i couldn't be sure who and i really don't wanna know who. I'm totally disappointed. You all could actually beat me up till a point whereby tears is involved. You all still want more of it right? you all want to see me landing in the hospital or crying in a corner right? go ahead then, no one is stopping any of you. During the second test, i couldn't stop crying, tears kept wailing down and down like a cry baby. Fuck myself and i should really do that. Take an example, if your friends told you that he suffered unbearable pain as he was beaten up by someone, you would certainly ask who. Your friend then replied YOU!. Hows your feeling about it, would u feel like an hooligan who beat up a friend and never ever care about his feelings? I didn't even touch any of you on your birthday and yet you all wanna do this to me, if you hate me, just come to my face and tell me. I rather counter back then letting you hit, at least i felt better like this. Is it really necessary to have a birthday bash on people birthday? Maybe you just wanna land someone in the hospital to build up the economy of Singapore.I'm no different from you all, I'm a human being too, i don't have an iron body and all those fats i lost had made my body exposed of my bones. Seriously if this would be my birthday, i rather that i don't have a birthday, normal days alone will make me happier.Alright people, fuck this post up if you want, i couldn't care more or less. Lastly, this post had NO OFFENSE towards anybody.
Berney
wrote this at 6:51 PM